my own advice

I wish I could learn to listen to me.
We (humans) should not get stuck in the past. And it's where I live. Attached. Obsessed. Confused cuz I know it's wrong. What the F***?
I just can't let go of something I know will never work. Now I say that, but I must not believe it, and I don't. Somewhere real deep I think it could work. However....in comes reality. I can never decide if this is when I should move on and forget ...or....
in the past when I moved on, I was wrong.
and now I've sat waiting...occasionally happy for 2 years. and on the other side of that...I've been sad. I've been terrorized by my own heart. Silly heart. Not very smart for being so old. It seems getting old is slowing my motion & movement down...grrrrrrrrrrrrr what's up with that? Time is shorter now, I should be moving quicker!!!!

Out of the Mountains

this looks interesting

Out of the Mountains

seeking satisfaction

escape from craving
more than depraving
avoidance within a mind

once made impression
self grade obsession
colorful paradise blind

seeking repression
living recession
abundant minimal grind